Retired, I am in a monogamous relationship with one man. I'm referring to any man I am with, I don't tolerate porn or strip clubs, a lot of women don't mind but that's not me.
Dutch, I used to live in paranoia like that with my ex, I'd constantly check his email, phone Internet history, web history, etc. it is no way to live and I had to get out of that emotionally abusive relationship so I finally left. I don't have any passwords to my boyfriend's accounts and I prefer it that way, he shows me anything I ask for, I'd just prefer to not live with that paranoia and constant doubt, I'm much happier and the relationship is healthier because trust is there. He knows that I'm strong and assertive and will leave him and cut ties if he betrays my trust and disrespects me in the way my ex did. I don't play around. You obviously understand how much it hurts you to the core. 4951