@KTownTexican: Believe it or not, some of us try desperately to preserve a bit of it, but most of the time, fun wins out and it all goes up in smoke. We all have a line that we draw for ourselves and vow we won't cross it. Then circumstances happen and you get enticed to gradually consider crossing it. Your dignity is supposed to help you out, then again, sometimes it lets you fall into the quick sand. No matter how many friends try to pull you out, throw you a line, call for help, you willingly allow yourself to nearly drown. I think it's a grand scale test....I almost failed. If circumstances would have been different, I could have/would have failed. 4951