I usually feel great when I wake up. It is during the day or before I go to bed that I feel like a complete failure and think about suicide. Mornings are fine for me and I am happy to eat a good breakfast.
@Chrisinkingwood:
Suicidal thoughts need to be addressed post haste.
Two research doctors affiliated with the Brain & Behaviour Research Foundation in NYC
have discovered what they think is a suicide gene. Because you mentioned that your son had been suicidal in the past, it might be helpful to contact the foundation & see if you can get some information about the work that the researchers are doing.
Contact: info@bbrfoundation.org
800-829-8289 X 221
National Suicide Prevention Hotline: 1-800-273-8255
You take such good care of your DW, your MIL & your whole family. You need to take good care of yourself as well. 4951