@Francita....no you are not alone ! Lot's of people (men & women) get the urge to run , they always think it will improve their lives & everything will be wonderful. I know you have heard the old saying ,"Grass is greener on the other side ". Well it's not ! Talk to your husband & tell him how you feel , get a sitter for your kids & take off for a week without them . Get to know your husband all over again . Sometimes when life gets to be too much for us we get the urge to run , it's the animal instinct  built into all of us. You didn't say how old your kids were ? Children need both parents , no one will take care of them like you do . If you just need some time away come to my home . The pool isn't open because we have a lot of snow , but you can come & enjoy the change & maybe a week or a few days is all you need to re-adjust your feelings. Time to think , then maybe you can reach a good decision & go back home & feel better about what you have decided to do . I have always said our home is always open to friends far & wide , just PM me & I will give you my phone # & address & you will have a place to come & think, 4951