The worst feeling in the world is making a mistake that completely changes your world. a day of celebration can go depression instantly.
@MyNamesJeff:
I've been there. You can forgive yourself eventually. I feel like that is easier if you are a spiritual person. The Bible says "God works all things together for good..."
I think it's the same in any other spiritual belief. "Everything happens for a reason," I hear people say.
Karma says you get what you deserve, but there are ways to redeem yourself.
Christianity says God is merciful and does not give you what you deserve, and He can redeem you.
Whatever you believe, I wish you forgiveness and mercy and joy in the future. 4951